PLUMBING DEPRESSION

I have a serious plumbing issue in my life. This is strange since all my mother's 9 brothers are either plumbers or plumbing contractors. I mostly do it too fast, not tight enough, with the wrong glues etc...This seriously affects my self-appraisal...I spent my life telling construction trades what to do. But i cant do what they do. I have hundreds of plumbing pieces left over from all the repairs of repairs of repairs I did on both houses for the last 5 years. When the dogs see me holding a pipe wrench they both go hide under the bed. PS I have solved this issue with meditation!!!!!!! June 2022